Lustful Heights...

Stuck in a limbo full of pleasantry…
The disconnection from the norm…the mundane
The desolate state of my mind..
A prisoner of my own thoughts…
As dark as they are erotic..
As powerful as they are haunting…

A slave to my own lustful desires…
So much passion I can barely breathe..
Wrapped up in its intensity..
The yearning ravaging through my whole being…
Like fire I want to be consumed with the forbidden pleasures…

My loin is burning, about to burst into flames…

My tongue yearning to lick…
The wetness driving me insane….
The smell oh the sweet smell…like an oasis of the sweet worldly scents
Like a honey so sweet to the taste….

All the nerves in my body….open….raw…
A single touch and it goes into chaos….exciting chaos….
Sweating through every pore in my skin…
My thoughts take over my body….

Trembling…shaking….
Burning with the desire….painful yet sweet….
I cannot take it any longer…
I reach out….caressing and massaging…
Slowly, gently…teasingly..…

My heart pounding louder…
The warmth…the softness…the wetness…
Moaning with pleasure…
Orgasmic bliss….a point of no return….

Listen to the Silence...

Sometimes I sit and wonder...
Sometimes thoughts wander about in my mind...
Sometimes I am blank....overflowing with nothingness...
Sometimes I have too much on my mind I can scream.....

Inner peace....vital...yet elusive.
Once achieved..there is nothing like it...
The serenity..the calm..is all i strive...
Tired of the madness..
Tired of the  chaos..
Tired of the never ending restlessness...

They say silence is golden
There is a reason for it
When you can silence your mind
Indulge in the beautiful word of quietness
Indeed there is nothing like it

The mind is a chatterbox
Unnecessary thoughts running around
Worry,anxiety,anger,regrets,disappointments
Yet so much time is spent in the clutter, noise

It's time my mind became silent
No more noise..time to listen to my inner self
Listen to the silence.
Take a deep breath and listen.
Shhhhh...

Take...and take some more.......

Hey You…

    The greedy one..

Yes I am talking to you…

Bleeding people dry..

With no conscience…

Not a care for the without..

Going on about your business..

    Plundering, stealing…ravaging…

Corrupt to the core….

..Shamelessly parading the greed…

Thinking of others;a myth to you..

Always about you...what you want,need..must have…

     Enriching self…insatiable thirst for more..

Overflowing; going to waste…

You are drowning;Yet you want more…..

I scream from the depths of my belly…

    But to a deaf ear…

No attention paid…

…preoccupied with acquiring more…

Greediness always takes center stage….

    Selfish lot…what a shame!!

I shudder..I cringe at the narcissism....

My heart bleeds….

            The blatant justification of it….

..No consideration for the one who lacks…

Hard work takes a back seat…

Scavenging on the one who toils….

…pouncing on the another’s bountiful; harvest…

Leaving them with nothing….

How pathetic!!

I am..Disgusted…disappointed…disenchanted…..

I cry inside…

Wondering,does it ever stop?

When will you ever look this way..

See the suffering,the anguish…

...A result of your arrogance…greed…selfishness

You mock me with the handouts…

Yet you ride on my sweat; my sincere toil…

Your soul is consumed with the lust to have more..

Blinded by the desire to excess…

   exploiting the masses…feeding your greed….

I weep…my heart bleeds…

..Yet I thank you...

because as i see the filthiness of it....

..I shall never desire to be like you....

The Eccentrik!!

Never in doubt ..confusion not an option..
Impatient of the human pendulums...
Never afraid to embrace the un known....
Bored by the mundane....

Addicted to the Spontaneous....

Unpredictable...unconventional...

A constant rebel....

Fascinated by the mystery...the unknown

Embracing the weird..the different.....

unashamed of the oddness..

Everything is different through their eyes...

Always on the fast lane....

Stubborn dreamer....

An explosion of pictures in the mind....a carnival...

Drawn to the madness...the excitement...

Enchanted by the broken....the scarred....

Loners..reclusive...

Entertained by own company....

Trapped in the walls of the cranium..

Aloof...indifferent to the going ons....

 

Irritated by the crowd...

..Uncomfortable with the mass thinkers...

Unperturbed by the societal norms......

..Their shallow speech....nauseating...

The dull mind puts you to sleep..

A need for adventure....mental challenge....

A beautiful intelligent mind...

..You possess...

Fascinated by the Arts...beautiful music...

Intensity of it..unable to express....

Emotions heightened....exaggerated....

To love is to possess...a dangerous affair...

Loving so hard you can barely breathe...

Ordinary has no place to sit...

...Simplicity; a complicated affair...

The Mental vigour...the Moral courage....

...The Genius.....

Such are few...hard to find.....

 ..But when you do find...your whole word turns upside down....

With magnificence and awe....

BellaDonna.....

Plum lips... succulent..cherry sweet.
..irresistibly kissable..
silky smooth skin..kissed by the sun...
..Complexion like chocolate butter...
oh so soft.

..Her Scent...soaked in Jasmine,vanilla
...and just a hint of fresh magnolia...
..heavenly..insanity bounds you...

Such beauty...incomprehensible

Flawless are those curves..cut with precision...
A masterpiece...breath taking....

The smile daunting...
The eyes..oh those beautiful eyes...
..The sparkle...like diamonds....
cheek bones ..so high up...sculpted with passion....

The breasts oh so perky and sweet....
..stirring your innermost desires...
Your inhibitions..go free...just by a glance....
..the strong urge to touch;like fire burning inside....

Such is the grace in her walk....
..genteel in her ways..proper..sophisticated...
..a slight hint of naughtiness bubbling under...
Her voice;the softness caresses your being...
..Her whispers...like the fresh sea breeze on your face...


The arch of her back....Picasso....
...the waist..perfection...
the urge to wrap your arms around...magnetic...
..The longing to cover her body with sweet sensual soft kisses..
..feel her moan with insane pleasure...

..you can hardly breathe...oh such magnificence....

Immortality is a possibility...
..she cannot be of this world....
..angelic....serenity that she oozes...
The gentleness of her touch.....goose pimples....

Beautiful long legs....madness grips you....
You cant help but think....
....where they meet....a soft honey pot...
..Feel her warmth..discover her sweet dark secrets....

But she is forbidden...
The intense desires..cannot be quenched..
..Forever tortured by the want...the need...the desire..
..But you can never touch..
...You can never feel...
........You can never taste.....

Just your eyes...
..Lustful thoughts imprisoned in your mind...
your soul tormented...your spirit troubled..

...but you can never have her.....
...She belongs to the gods.....

The silliness that is hope....

Waiting for things to change...
Hope against hope that you will be surprised..
But to no avail..
Alas things are just the same...
Different faces..same old shit inside....
Human coconuts....
Very unassuming..hard..cold..unmoved externally..
Inside...softness and freshness awaits...but is it so?
The genuineness of it all....missing...
Masks all around....
....or is it their real faces staring back at you

Trying to please...trying to be loved...desperate actually....
Asking for what you know does not exist...
Like calling out for a dodo bird.....
Facing the reality....scary...
Knowing the truth....unacceptable...
You lie to yourself......
You are desperate to touch that which is inside..
You say you want to embrace it....be consumed by it..
But you are not ready...nor prepared..
you are not brave enough to let it engulf you..
The uncertainty..the mystery..
Though tempting...it will ultimately destroy...
But you still push.....

Striving to bring down the walls....
...Wanting to see what dwells within....
Are you ready...are you willing to take the ride...
Would you rather be safe..or risk it...
Is it the love..the passion...or stupidity...
The darkness is pulling you in....
The imaginary thrill that you hope for...
You sense the stiffness...so cold like steel....
But you still extend your hand....

Digging deeper..wanting more....
Yet,Emptiness is the only thing that awaits...
The need to live dangerously...
Awake the wild child....you say...
dance at the edge of the end..
Willing to let go and fall so far...
An endless pit of unknown awaits with open arms..
......But you hope to fall into an ocean of bliss....
As you go further down...you still hope..
Hope and hope some more...yet you see the emptiness...
And when finally you hit the bottom....
Its only dust,darkness and despair....
...oh golly you still grope in the dark for something good...
..Funny or ridiculous??


But why persist..insist to unwrap this parcel...
Why do you feel attracted to it....yet you know what awaits....
...You hope that this is not the case...
Convinced that there is plenty of goodness..
undiscovered oasis of pleasure that awaits....
yet you are drowning in constant fail..disappointments....

Oh Hope such a silly thing...
..Yet without it;you feel helpless....
So you keep to that path....
...and continue with this journey.....
Not knowing what you will find...
...Holding onto the expectations and assumptions..
the treasures you seek....you hope to find...
so you go on...ignoring all the rest....
..Such is the thrill of the unknown...
The relentlessness of hoping....
..That single red rose...growing in the abandoned city's ruins...

Erosion....

Common sense..
Sadly lacked by many..
The logic that is glaring at you..
You cannot see..
Asking too many stupid questions..
why cant you think....
Your brain is sluggish...
..imbibing too much nonsense...
You want to waste time..in fantasies..
Myths and fallacies..
Argue about it for hours..and you are the loudest....

What are you yapping about...
You still don't make any sense..
No one is listening..
The persistence to make no point..agonizing..
I can see your lips move..but you say nothing....
Dwelling on trivialities....and
....Conversations that lead nowhere,...
Everyone trying to seem an expert..
Yet they are clueless....
So much noise....
...No order in speech..
bla bla bla every second...

Really what are you saying..what are you talking about...
Think before engaging...
Use your common sense before acting....
Process...before you open your mouth....
Desecrating Dialogue....
Suffocating the rationale...
...pragmatism,lacking..
Just innuendos and tales...fairy tales...
Only speak to make sense...or...
........Shut up if that is a task in futility....