Erosion....

Common sense..
Sadly lacked by many..
The logic that is glaring at you..
You cannot see..
Asking too many stupid questions..
why cant you think....
Your brain is sluggish...
..imbibing too much nonsense...
You want to waste time..in fantasies..
Myths and fallacies..
Argue about it for hours..and you are the loudest....

What are you yapping about...
You still don't make any sense..
No one is listening..
The persistence to make no point..agonizing..
I can see your lips move..but you say nothing....
Dwelling on trivialities....and
....Conversations that lead nowhere,...
Everyone trying to seem an expert..
Yet they are clueless....
So much noise....
...No order in speech..
bla bla bla every second...

Really what are you saying..what are you talking about...
Think before engaging...
Use your common sense before acting....
Process...before you open your mouth....
Desecrating Dialogue....
Suffocating the rationale...
...pragmatism,lacking..
Just innuendos and tales...fairy tales...
Only speak to make sense...or...
........Shut up if that is a task in futility....

Exhausted....

Getting tired..
Fed up...
No longer wielding the patience...
Too many excuses....
I no longer want to hear..
Nor Care to listen....

Getting weary of the nonsense..
Putting up with it all...
Being taken for granted....
Something beyond my understanding...
Human beings are unbearable...
Like a constant yanking of your insides....mind numbing pain....
The energy ,the strength to cajole....Lost....

I need to breathe..
Am suffocating in this hip of trash...
The trash of the disloyal,the ungrateful,the pretense...
Tired of useless bonds...
Meaningless connections..
Leading nowhere....

Tired of letting it pass...
Forgive and forget..
Understand,empathize,sympathize..
What do i get in return...Nothing..
Going along with it...
Pretending to agree....yet i want to scream....

They spit on your face....and expect you to stay...
They mock,ridicule....and expect you to accept it...
They drain you dry and still expect you to give....
They choke you endlessly...
..still expecting you to find the breath....

Tired of all of it...
Morons,imbeciles....ingrates...
Superficial cretins...the nauseating moral bible belts..
Preaching....crashing my eardrums with the hypocritical words....
Tired of all of it....
I need peace... I need serenity....I need a drink!!

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Enslaved....

Tell me why you take the crap..
Why do you put up with it..?
is it the need to please..
Or you are being reasonable...
So much fuss for what..
So much drama for whom?
Why does it seem like you are buying time..?.
Time to do what..
Are you relishing the attention..
Are you marinating in the misery...
No happiness is in this...

There is no colour in your life..
No clarity..No truth...
Just dullness...void...a deep hole....Lies
Holding on for what..?
What are you afraid of losing..?
What do you have anyway..?
Are their any gains..benefits..?
Why hold onto pain..
why dance to despair...?
Why play a flute to the snake..?
...yet you know the venom will kill you.....
Drowning in such sadness..
whatever for?....
Do you await a big event..
A sudden moment that will set you free...
...Do you think its your fate...?

Do you feel you are bound to this path..?
is it you destiny to be unhappy...
The chains of misery...holding you down....
Why are you not fighting to let loose....?
Do you not see You are fading....
Disappearing in the mess....
Blinded by the soft whispers...
Misguided by the sweetness in the eyes...
The soft caress...you forget the pain..
Only for a second..a minute....
And the cycle starts allover again....

You complain,but you are not leaving..
Its like you are glued..
You are frozen in the time...
The moment that is corrupt....
The disdain..not enough to make you run....
Losing yourself.....
Acceptance of the constant madness...
drawn to the wreck of a human being....
A slave to the chaos...!!!!

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Incomplete Happiness................

The cold wind on my face...my hair..
The permanent smile on my face..
Such serenity..such peace..
Not a care in the world...
Away from the never ending troubles...
The things i dislike..detest....
Just me and this wonderful aura...
Am high on all of it.................


Such coolness..such beauty...such contentment...
No words to express the happiness inside....
My mind at ease...my heart filled with fulfillment...
Am at the epitome of what they call bliss....
Walking on the streets....blazed on weed....
No looking behind..whose there...
Secure in the silence.....the strangers passing by....
Humming to my favourite ballads....
My being jazzed with it all................

Such freedom...liberty......
Not a worry in sight...no pain lurking in the dark...
No secrets waiting to destroy the stillness...
No disillusion..No pretense....
No animosity...no ill....
Just bare..naked....untainted path...

The timing...perfect...
Environment....uplifting...
the people...oh so refreshing....
The thoughts...plum with positivity...sweetness....
I have longed for this..too long...its been..
Finally am here...that place...
Safe...warm....promising...
No judging..no criticism....just acceptance.......

But I miss...
The kisses....
The hand holding....
The laughter...silliness...
The familiar......the comfort zone.....
The ordinary....the routine.....

I miss it all..I miss the friends...I Miss You...................................*

Lustful Heights...

Stuck in a limbo full of pleasantry…
The disconnection from the norm…the mundane
The desolate state of my mind..
A prisoner of my own thoughts…
As dark as they are erotic..
As powerful as they are haunting…

A slave to my own lustful desires…
So much passion I can barely breathe..
Wrapped up in its intensity..
The yearning ravaging through my whole being…
Like fire I want to be consumed with the forbidden pleasures…

My loin is burning, about to burst into flames…

My tongue yearning to lick…
The wetness driving me insane….
Oh the sweet smell…like an oasis of the sweet worldly scents
Like honey so sweet to the taste….

All the nerves in my body….open….raw…
A single touch and it goes into chaos….exciting chaos….
Sweating through every pore in my skin…
My thoughts take over my body….

Trembling…shaking….
Burning with the desire….painful yet sweet….
I cannot take it any longer…
I reach out….caressing and massaging…
Slowly, gently…teasingly..…

My heart pounding louder…
The warmth…the softness…the wetness…
Moaning with pleasure…
Orgasmic bliss….a point of no return….