The Recluse....

This path of lonesomeness...
These walls full of dejection...
This emptiness...Embraced
The black hole within your spirit....

The aloofness of your soul...
The thoughts that occupy the mind..
The conversations with self...
Sometimes loud enough..others can hear..
Unabashed though...are you going insane....

The numbness of it all...
The stillness...eery..but wonderful...

What do you search for..
What does your soul seek?
The self indulgence...
The space...uncorrupted....

Please Stay away...
Dont come close...
Do not stain the purity of the indifference...
No speech...Just silent...
Words..an energy-draining task....
The act of conversation..
The mindless chit-chat...
The forced interactions...suffocating....

Moods in upheaval...Protesting interference...
The rude interruptions by others...
Annoying questions with no answers....
Irritated by unwanted company....

Engaging in meaningless banter...endlessly
Socializing...now up in flames....
Staying out of it...all has been well before..
Keep to self..Keep to own...
The bliss,that is solitude....
Never ending peace...and to hell with the rest....

Let it be..............

Having more is not essentially better..
Minimal can be satisfying...
The greed..destroys...
All is well as is..no need to stir it up...
The curiosity to know more..why?
The urge to want more..what for?


Knowing more is not wise...
The ugliness behind it..too much
Too overwhelming,to handle....
Expectations met with disappointments...
The still waters...let them alone...
Do not make a move..not even a whisper..
The risk of awakening the demons...
The hidden ugly secrets...
Just let it be..
Dont uncover..dont ask...no need to find out....

The truth does not set you free...
It burns you..taints your purity...
No need to know..dont ask....
The silence is for a reason...
Look away...walk away....
You are saving yourself..saving your life....

That Place in my mind....

Take me far away..
Away from all these..
All that I fear..
All that I sneer upon….
The mockery..The shame....
The pretense…take me away from all of it...

I want to run..
Run away to the land that don’t exist..
Where all is perfect..
No suffering…No Despair….
Where loyalty reigns….
Laughter leads….
The heart guides without being afraid…..

The heavenly place..
Where there is cheer and laughter..
Where there is serenity….
So much peace….
No troubles…only blessings….


Freedom that is good..
No hindrances..No judgments….
Speak thy mind….share thy feelings…..
Where nothing is forbidden…
All is good in the eyes of them that are there..…
Appreciation..Applause…..
Commendations..Success!!

The land where the spirituality blooms..
Faith is affirmed..guarded..never shaken…
Your beliefs treasured…respected…..
Your ideals upheld….
Moral values exist...have meaning…..

Take my hand and lead me there..
Forever; never to come back..
To the land of sweet scents..
Intoxicated with goodness…
A simplicity beyond knowledge….
A mind-blowing calm…..
Freshness of the air..heals you….inspires you…..

A place that only exists in thy mind;of never ending bliss.....

A dangerous affair.......

Emotions, the burden that it is..
Feelings a never ending turmoil…
The rationale, the logic..
Taken away….no longer present….


No time to think…
No time to stop and ask questions….
No time to reflect..exhale…
No time to take it back…


Like a roller-coaster not able to stop…
Like the hurricane carrying you away..
Too much damage already done…
Fixing it…a draining task…..

Enslaved by that which hurts….
Imprisoned…not able to cut loose…
Everything is pitch black..
Dense..No light…
No air..suffocation….
Blood rushing from your head..
Heart pounding….crashing…
Blood pumping…
Your blood vessels almost exploding..

Decisions made..without thinking twice..
Hurtful Words..
Hateful Speech ……
Spiteful talk..ill intentions..
Dark thoughts…
A cold heart, Ice cold…
You shiver..you are freezing…
No warmth left…...

Its justice you say....
Justified to hate..disparage..
Not a care in the world….You lose yourself..
Drown in all the bile….
Laughter gone…only a frown remains
Bitterness consumes you….
Revenge devouring you....
Engulfed by the violence within...
Dry eyes..No tears...
Emptiness staring back in the mirror....


A myriad of emotions gripping you….
You can’t breathe..You can’t think….
You dont want to...You dont dare let go...
Totally cornered...
Sensitivity..consideration…gone..
Conscience..humanity...Out of the window!!

Like a rolling stone down a hill….
The rumble of words..
Tongue lashing..unable to stop…..
You are losing what you care for…
You are blinded..You can’t see it..You are numb…..You cant move...
The ego of your emotions..Too proud to back down…


Struggling to get back control….
Battling to get back, the humane you…
Claim back the rational you……the caring you….
But it's too late..You have Lost it all....
Submersed in a bottomless pit of nothingness....