Feelings a never ending turmoil…
The rationale, the logic..
Taken away….no longer present….
No time to think…
No time to stop and ask questions….
No time to reflect..exhale…
No time to take it back…
Like a roller-coaster not able to stop…
Like the hurricane carrying you away..
Too much damage already done…
Fixing it…a draining task…..
Enslaved by that which hurts….
Imprisoned…not able to cut loose…
Everything is pitch black..
Dense..No light…
No air..suffocation….
Blood rushing from your head..
Heart pounding….crashing…
Blood pumping…
Your blood vessels almost exploding..
Decisions made..without thinking twice..
Hurtful Words..
Hateful Speech ……
Spiteful talk..ill intentions..
Dark thoughts…
A cold heart, Ice cold…
You shiver..you are freezing…
No warmth left…...
Its justice you say....
Justified to hate..disparage..
Not a care in the world….You lose yourself..
Drown in all the bile….
Laughter gone…only a frown remains
Bitterness consumes you….
Revenge devouring you....
Engulfed by the violence within...
Dry eyes..No tears...
Emptiness staring back in the mirror....
A myriad of emotions gripping you….
You can’t breathe..You can’t think….
You dont want to...You dont dare let go...
Totally cornered...
Sensitivity..consideration…gone..
Conscience..humanity...Out of the window!!
Like a rolling stone down a hill….
The rumble of words..
Tongue lashing..unable to stop…..
You are losing what you care for…
You are blinded..You can’t see it..You are numb…..You cant move...
The ego of your emotions..Too proud to back down…
Struggling to get back control….
Battling to get back, the humane you…
Claim back the rational you……the caring you….
But it's too late..You have Lost it all....
Submersed in a bottomless pit of nothingness....
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