Goodbye...

Mind flooded with thoughts..
Heart pounding..
A rush of blood in your head…
Palpitations..anxiety…anger..disappointment..

Questions unanswered..
Mysteries unexplained..
The instinct fails you…
Clueless..not even a whisper..
Will I know..Will I be told…

Something seems to be going on..
Something taken away from you..
Do you have to defend what you feel belongs to you..
Do you need to fight for it…
If its right..shouldn't it just be?...

Fate seems to be playing games..
Games that you don’t know how to play..
And win…
Stuck…Confused…disoriented...
Where to go from here
Which path to take from here…

When the truth comes out…
Pain lots of pain…
The heart gushes…blood…
Cuts like a knife…
Do you cry..do you wail…
Or do you keep silent..ignore it…

Knowing doesn’t make it better..
The truth doesn’t really set you free..
Betrayal…deceit….lies and more lies…
Silly games played…
Twisted…manipulated…
Selfish conquests…
Devoid of a conscience…
Driven by greed…selfish desires….

Friendship destroyed..
Never be the same..
The realization casting a dark cloud…
All this time…you were fooled..
Misled…Misguided….

And now…there is stillness..
Peace within..all resolved in the heart and mind..
Acceptance..embracing the reality…
No need to fight..no need to struggle…

Let it go..
Let it be….
Good riddance..Goodbye…Sayonara…