*Sigh*

Alone..yet surrounded with people
Trying to reach out...scream...no voice...
Void within your soul...your spirit in disarray...
Unattached...bare...nothingness...
No connection...dead as dry wood...

Empty spaces..
Lacking in jest..dullness..numbness...
No clarity...clogged up...
Suffocation...mental slumber..
meaningless conversations...
people's laughter...annoying and irritating...
You want to sit alone in the dark...
Embrace and drown in silence...

A need to cry..hours on end..
Something stuck in your throat..
You open your mouth..no words..only a sigh..
Tortured within your walls...
Something squeezing tightly....
Strung in hopelessness....

Sadness in the eyes..
Feeling desolate...emptiness...
Nothing to hold onto..you are alone..
You feel weak...no strength....
Desperate...falling off the wagon...
Need to get back..but no energy...
The life sucked out of you...
Empty shell...gazing into the dark...

Tired; oh so tired..
Need to sleep...wake up when all better..
Need the sunshine..Need the caressing feel of the sea breeze..
Need the laughter..the bountifulness
Need to feel whole again....