Ode of a Skeptic....

The tears that you cry..
You cry every night..
Can you be heard?...
Trying to reach out..
No one there to hold you..
Embrace you..tell you all will be well…
Pain engulfs your heart..
You can hardly breathe…
So much pain..so much sadness..
How can love be so painful?…

Why should you open your heart ..
....Expose it to so much pain and anguish..
Frustrations…feelings of neglect..
Loneliness…
Ignored..unappreciated…

You love..You hurt..
No other way..
No one is perfect..
Expectations shuttered…
Amassed in Disappointments…

Asking yourself why..
Why fall when heartache awaits
How can the one you love..
Cause you so much pain…
Why can’t it be simple..easy…
No pain…just happiness
No tears…
Just bliss….boundless love…
Protected…fulfilled..
That’s what you wish…
But that; you do not get….

Should you stop yourself from searching?
Seclude yourself..be an island..
Is it in the nature..obligated to love..fall for?
....are you happier without the one?
So many questions..no answers…

Truth is…you want to love..
Be loved…
You want to feel relevant..
You want someone to care..
You want security...
Fulfillment..contentment….
Love is supposed to conquer all…
But it doesn’t….

To be free and alone..experience no pain…
Or love and open yourself to insurmountable pain…
A Whirlwind of heartaches…
Almost going insane from the never ending conflicts…
Losing your mind from the empty promises…
Tired of trying…being patient..waiting for it to be better…

Why is love not conquering all…
Because it doesn't...
Why isn’t love saving you from all this…
because its not the saviour of your hurt...
The truth is,it can’t..it won’t…

It's all a myth…a fable….
Centuries and centuries of deception….
Love gives you only pain…that's is the truth
It doesn’t change now neither will it tomorrow…
It seems meaningless if you do not hurt...
Then how can it be love...

So the skeptic says..but deep within, you still yearn for love…..